Surrender or struggle
We all will experience those moments, where we can choose to continue the struggle or to just surrender.
My dear friends, I have a feeling this will be a long text. It’s five AM and I’ve been awake for a while this night. I want to talk to you about giving and receiving and trust, and I don’t have any great solutions to offer—this time .
I’ve found my life purpose, I know what I came here to do. And I’m determined to carry out the task I chose and was given, long before I came into this physical body. And I’m ready to surrender this life.
I came here to remember who I am. I am is the light I carry within, and my task is to help others remember their light too.
As with so many of those, who are on the spiritual path, it’s the same for me. I work every single day, sharing light, in a very literal way.
I’m no saint, and I certainly get sad, angry, frustrated etc. I’m not fully free from my mind, even if that is my highest wish, to be completely emerged in the unconditional love, that we all are at our core.
Spark of light within
I’ve come to a point where I can not continue in the same manner as before. I do not know what it means in practice, these are just fleeting thoughts in the middle of the night. I know I need to be true to myself, and if you feel that yes, you’d need that too, then check out this video on Youtube. Somehow I know, that you who read these words, will help me. Together we will do what we can, to make this world a peaceful place again.
We have the spark within us, to continue living Within and for the Light, for Peace and natural Joy. We have the spark within us, to live a meaningful and fulfilling life.
I know, that this is not as life was intended to be, as it feels like right now. A struggle. Maybe it’s because of the lack of sunshine right now here in Finland, or maybe I’m just otherwise tired. Or maybe it’s the worry to not have enough to make the ends meet at the end of the month. Giving, giving and giving, but not receiving enough. I’m tired.
There are times when the only thing that gives me comfort are the words from Sri Mooji:
“Be the silent witness of it all.”
And I become still, and just BE.
In this moment everything is ok.
But something needs to change. All ideas welcome.
I know these are all fleeting thoughts in the middle of the night, and somehow I know that all it would take is one happy thought. And it’s all in my hands, if I wish so.
I’ve come to a point where I found no other solution than to symbolically get down on my bare knees and demand Universe to hear me now:
“Damn, you take care of me now, you got me here, and you take care of all my needs, now!!!”
With Trust comes Peace
…and so I feel the peace return to my heart (realising it actually never left), the smile gently finds it’s way back on my face, my heart comes back to the happy beats of TRUST, FAITH and BELIEF.
I come back to this moment and remember, things are just as they’re supposed to be. Right now, everything is ok, and I’m right where I’m meant to be. Universe is never wrong, it’s always in perfect order. I’m perfect. You’re perfect. It’s all ok.
I take a deep breath, put the last dot on this text. I smile and gently lay my head on the pillow, one more hour of sleep
Much love, blessings and abundance to you all. I love you very much
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